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Rub my eyes to stay awake
Delusions getting worse and worse
I say I don't, I hope you know that I just really fuckin' hurt

And I'll be okay one day
And I'll be okay one day
And I'll be okay one day
But I just feel so ugly (But I just feel so ugly)

Blur my face or my hair is gonna be in front it
I hate the way I live my life, I'm always fuckin' hating it
Yeah what's the point in living life if I'm just gon' be wasting it
My life is too far gone
And now I'm leaking out, no saving it

You never fail to disapoint me
My parents, they're ashamed of me and they say I'm disapointing
I'm missing my appointments for therapy
I hope to get some clarity

I'm gonna fucking diе before I graduate
I'm sick of living all this pain
Paranoia, I'm insanе
And no one that I talk to is real
The world only exist in my head, just like my feels

And you're not real, get out my head, just get away from me
Fuck my ex, she hit me up cause she concerned for saftey
And I'm too far gone to be saved
While the voices getting louder, the drugs numbing the pain