“ugly”

[Hook]
I'm figuring out a way to evade the pain
Damn, I'm reminiscing on old memories like when my grandma
My grandma called me handsome
Before that I ain't feel handsome
They all told me it don't matter
They said, "Young boy, get yo bands up"
Like most of you got mothers that hug you when you come home
See, I ain't ever had that, my confidence get real low
I can't escape my mental, I try but I move real slow
I'm expected to be on ten toes, I'm expеcted to be the hеro

[Verse]
I change myself as much as I possibly can
What does it mean to be a man?
What does it mean to be a friend?
Always stuck, just chasing my feelings in my head, I can't vent
Wish someone would be impressed, through all these shackles, I exist
Welcome to the real world where no one owes me shit
I can't pop these pills, no, I know I'm better than this
And I really can't sit, feel it grow, depression
It's to the point where one bad week could pop my shit

[Hook]
I'm figuring out a way to evade the pain
Damn, I'm reminiscing on old memories like when my grandma
My grandma called me handsome
Before that I ain't feel handsome
They all told me it don't matter
They said, "Young boy, get yo bands up"
Like most of you got mothers that hug you when you come home
See, I ain't ever had that, my confidence get real low
I can't escape my mental, I try but I move real slow
I'm expected to be on ten toes, I'm expected to be the hero