U Make Me Wish I Was Sm1 Else Entirely

[Intro]
​tiedforsilver

[Chorus]
I had kept a photo of us in my wallet
"You ain't meant to see that", oh my God, well, I had saw it
I'm so sick of pretending that I actually had want this
Drill it in my brain like, oh my God, I had got it
Kept me in a locket, keep it quiet, stop the talking
I swear that I'd vomit, I find out, you change the topic
It keeps on going, and I wish that I could stop it
It had taken weeks from then, but I think I finally lost it

[Verse]
I cannot hollow out no more, I'm thinning in my shell
My heart way too cold, I don't think flames could ever help
I been stuck with you by glue, it's better off in hell
I have changed from what I was, you turned me someone else (Huh)
You cannot break my heart no more, I swear that I have changed
No matter what I do, I know that things gon' stay the same
Whenever you're around, I cannot look you in the face
Something about you has put a blocker on my brain

[Chorus]
I had kept a photo of us in my wallet
"You ain't meant to see that", oh my God, well, I had saw it
I'm so sick of pretending that I actually had want this
Drill it in my brain like, oh my God, I had got it
Kept me in a locket, keep it quiet, stop the talking
I swear that I'd vomit, I find out, you change the topic
It keeps on going, and I wish that I could stop it
It had taken weeks from then, but I think I finally lost it

[Outro]
I-I-I had kept a photo of us in my wallet
"You ain't meant to see that", oh my God, well, I had saw it
I'm so sick of pretending that I actually had want this
Drill it in my brain like, oh my God, I had go—