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How long can I keep this up, man it's not on purpose
I know I still struggle with emotion, even my momma notice
Man she ain't never seen me nervous, only seen me working
Once I started smiling, stopped hurting
So far from perfect, I even got cracks at my surface
Far from worthless, determining what my worth is
Keep telling myself souls arent things to be purchased
Dodging the serpent, you know world be trying me too
You not alone shorty, girl I get anxiety too
This sound like red line back when I was like 17
At 22 man I done did things you ain't never seen
So now man I'm focused on a new flattery
Tryna get my mom a compound like thanks for having me
My dad at 23 was a couple years from a family
At 23 man I'm just tryna triple my salary
Getting to the point where my parents becoming human
And younger me look foolish. You gotta work it out, you can't just put it in the music
You a unc now. Gotta walk it out. Can't just talk the talk man you gotta prove it
Can't be having these girls out here looking stupid
Keep it 100 and let them know what the truth is
I mean you can't have them looking clueless. I mean to be quite honest , you should of knew this but
I guess you live and you learn
I guess you live and you learn
I felt that shit in my soul nigga
I guess you live and you learn

I fell in love with a girl I wasn't ready for
For so long I was thinking how selfish of me
I remember I couldn’t, I couldn’t grow alone
For so long I was thinking how helpless of me
For years I been tryna do it all myself
Starting growing when I realized it wasn't weak to be helped
Stressed out, losing weight. punch another hole in the belt
Only Lord knows how I found a way to keep my health
Only Lord knows how I found a way to keep myself
It's funny cause I hate drama
But was starting more problems than I was solving
I was hiding things beefing with my momma
Hurt some women. Tatiana’s, some Key’s, some Tatiana’s
Downing liquor like it’s water. Til it taste like water
Putting ‘gnac in the Tropicana. That don't mix
But then again neither do me and violence
But yet here I am down for sliding. With bro‘nem
And I know they known for riding. Patrol riding right pass us
Don’t pull us over it’s guns in this car nigga
I shoulda just stayed in glenwood. With my niggas
Why am I in the city involved with niggas
Why did I come back home. And play football with niggas?
Like I wasn't just with niggas who throw bullets?
Tun said don't reach for it if you won't pull it
Life coulda been different well instead we living well
Hey I man you live and you learn

I guess you live and you learn
I guess you live and you learn
I guess you live and you learn
I guess you live and you learn

Who you are do you know