U help me fucking sleep

Lyrics:

I miss my friends but its ok cus i will never get them back
Sleep is for the weak i guess because ive had a heart attack
I stay up all fucking night and i sleep all fucking day
I hope i wish i fucking prey that i can finally stay awake

Tired all the fucking time, sleep can never ease my mind
Im drowning in a pool of hatred no lifeguards are in my sight
Yeah im turning 16 soon, that means ill be allowed to drive
So i can skip school all the time and my best friends enjoy the ride

I wish i could just be loved, no one will give me a hug
My slumbers interrupted but ill just go back to sleep then, though
I wish you would call my phone but theres no service in my head
Guess i wouldn't be a mess if i was just fucking dead

Girl i wish that youd be mine but you already have a guy
I snapchat you all the time but youre too annoyed to reply
I slide up on all your stories just to read your fucking thoughts
This is getting creepy now, somebody might call the cops

But i wish that you were mine, be together all the time
Smoke inside your bedroom because your parents think weed is fine
I look at your snapchat stories just to see your gorgeous face
My friends think youre fuckin ugly but i think that you are grace

Lie inside my bedroom always thinkin bout your perfect smile
Then taking a hand of pills cus i know youll never be mine

Please tell me that youre for me
Promise me, honestly
I dream of you constantly
You help me fucking sleep
Please tell me that youre for me
Promise me, honestly
I dream of you constantly
You help me fucking sleep