Two Light Beams

I try to find my place in this world before my times up
And in my race I see this girl holding a sign up
It says the end is near she’s asking if I’d lend an ear
And if I knew about her God and why He sent me here
As she was talking all I thought about was family
And If He above me should love and understand me
And the reason why I stopped for this girl on my block
And why I’m leaving without a dollar to drop
In her donation box
Promise notes and superstition
Paying for my salvation
Paying for her tuition
The whole nation blind to intuition it seems
And these seams run blue like Jeans
Neither true nor false just caught in these true life dreams
My eyes in the dark like two light beams
Can you see me
Feels like we all born preemie’s
Grown men in big clothes wearing those just born beanies
I agree “G” see it’s cold out here
So many poker faces make you fold out here
More lonely places then homes out here
No wonder why we all on our phones out here
I feel like God put a love in me
I speak my mind and hope that same God don’t punish me
If I were meek I’d by lying I’d be hungry see
Them all lying in the street under the money trees

Some got work some get enslavement
Some got dirt some get pavement
Some in a hurry just to wonder where the day went
Some in the hurt of it all trying to save it
Tell me how the sum can be greater then it’s parts
When everyone is fallen with some falling apart
Maybe it’s a blessing the act of playing a part
Some just ask questions sit back and call it art

I try to find my place in this world like my place in a song
I find my pace pasting words where they belong
In my race I see that girls face saying it’s wrong
And though there’s something great were facing
I know she’s paper chasing
Like every other rapper on my radio station
Have you buying shoes but can’t show you how to lace them
So really what’s a rapper got to do with being Jason
Nothing it’s all bluffing
Mind numbing it’s all Bufferin
A time comes when the searching’s of a man
Become the inner workings of his hands
And some won’t like, won’t care, or understand
Some spend their whole life scarring you to follow plan
Follow suit until your body’s just a hollow suit
Live in the now for tomorrows truth
And what is promised you is every mans fight to be seen
My eyes in the dark like two light beams
Can you feel me

Some got work some get enslavement
Some got dirt some get pavement
Some in a hurry just to wonder where the day went
Some in the hurt of it all trying to save it
Tell me how the sum can be greater then it’s parts
When everyone is fallen with some falling apart
Maybe it’s a blessing the act of playing a part
Some just ask questions sit back and call it art