Two Frames of Panic

Here in Celexa dreams
Let the fires ignite, the screams cry bright
And the supple sense of guilt
Over melodramatics, over-erratics

From this inside out
A pain for the outside, caught in the inside
Now tear down the walls
See the demons arise - you’re neutralised

Now feel your own demise, despite
A sense of how it feels to be alive
You’re the beast I see, that keeps me within my own
A cerebral break, serotonin leaks oh yeah

You’re the fight or flight that brings me to my knees
Derealised, a nightmare dream

Now again I fall down
And another takes my void to fill
I’m taken hostage to mind’s will

Here in Celexa dreams
Your heart’s on fire, an untimed drum
You feel the sweat burn down
Like a demon’s escape, a traitor’s plan

To feel your own desire to fight
The sense of how it feels to die
You’re the beast I see, that keeps me within my own
Agonising truths I bury for none to see
Depersonalised, a nightmare dream

Here it stings, I burn down
The sun, the sounds outside - intrude
Like paining feels of fright
Thoughts climb whilst still
Taken hostage to mind’s will

Taken hostage no more saving
Rescue me with pills and stern words

Now I rise up
I’ll carry myself out to light
And live within my own
Now I stand still
I’m taken hostage to mind’s will

Oh now you’ve fallen hostage to the stuff
And now you’ve taken out upon your mind
At least you’ll live another day and smile
You’re neutralised in Celexa dreams