Turns my frown

A pill for the issues
But it doesn’t fix them
Slows me down, turns my frown
Doesn’t save my brainstem

Do not wanna breathe no more
I’ve seen it all, I took the tour
World not made for me, I’m sure
Recycle me, when you abhor

A pill for the issues
But it doesn’t fix them
Slows me down, turns my frown
Doesn’t save my brainstem

Do not wanna breathe no more
I’ve seen it all, I took the tour
World not made for me, I’m sure
Recycle me, when you abhor

Happy inconceivable
But they think it’s believable
I’m riding in a vehicle
My body what I’m seeing through

Bars and bars, I'm in a cell
Walk around and no one tell
Smoke and smoke, I try and feel
This girls my Achilles heel

Fuck this and fuck you
Feelings I’m used to
Always find new hue
Tear my heart right through

I’m never enough
And I swear you’re giving up
Thought you had me handcuffed
But you really just bluffed

Can only count on yourself
To be there, when no one else
Gives a fuck about your health
And only want your wealth

A pill for the issues
But it doesn’t fix them
Slows me down, and turns my frown
Doesn’t save my brainstem

Do not wanna breathe no more
I’ve seen it all, I took the tour
World not made for me, I’m sure
Recycle me, when you abhor

Don’t ask me for a feature and don’t say I’m “blowing up”
All I hear through that is that I think I’m not enough
Harder than I’ve ever worked and going till it’s up
Til the day the dark consumes me, I’m a diamond in the rough

Don’t call me your friend if not
Shock to me measured in watt
Fake your love for me, allot
And don’t think I ever forgot

After everything I say
Please just stay the fuck away
Cannot take another day
While my brain cells all decay

Nothing handed out for free
Gotta act responsibly
Made a plan out to a tee
But they claim that it’s “destiny”

Sick of this like nicotine
Thought we would be evergreen
Burn away with kerosene
In afterlife, we’ll reconvene

A pill for the issues
But it doesn’t fix them
Slows me down, turns my frown
Doesn’t save my brainstem

Do not wanna breathe no more
I’ve seen it all, I took the tour
World not made for me, I’m sure
Recycle me, when you abhor