Self-proclaimed “tearjerker” track “Turning Out Pt. ii” is a continuation of AJR’s track “Turning Out” from their prior album The Click. Whilst both tracks are written by Ryan Met, he has confirmed that they are not about the same person.
Before the track was released, lyricist Ryan Met elaborated...
[Verse 1: Ryan Met]
I am not chosen, or that unique
Honestly, you were and you chose me
Maybe I fucked up everything
Is this how it feels to be blue?
You said you'd love me, no matter what
You said you'd love me, is that what I loved?
All of these choices messed me up
And everyone's mean, except you
[Chorus: Ryan Met]
I think I probably wasn't in love with you
I think I probably loved the idea of you
And though I may be missing the feel of you
I think I probably wasn't in love with you
I said it 'cause I no longer wanna hurt
I said it back to you 'cause you said it first
And though I may be wishing it wasn't true
I think I probably wasn't in love
I wasn’t in love with you
[Verse 2: Ryan Met]
I was too worried how we'd end up
I wasn't looking and you grew up
Now I'm here writing this dumb song
'Cause I can't even tell you the truth
[Chorus: Ryan Met]
I think I probably wasn't in love with you
I think I probably loved the idea of you
And though I may be missing the feel of you
I think I probably wasn't in love with you
I said it 'cause I no longer wanna hurt
I said it back to you 'cause you said it first
And though I may be wishing it wasn't true
I think I probably wasn't in love
I wasn't in love with you
[Outro: Ryan Met]
This is gonna break your heart
I'm so sorry, yeah, I know
This is gonna break your heart
Is this all that life's about?
Trying to love how you turn out?
I don't love it much at all
This is gonna break your heart
I'm so sorry, yeah, I know
This is gonna break your heart
Is this all that life's about?
Trying to love how you turn out?
I don't love it much at all
I don't love it much at all
Turning Out, Pt. ii was produced by Ryan Met.
AJR released Turning Out, Pt. ii on Fri Apr 26 2019.
Jack. As the lead vocalist of the group, Jack sings all of the other songs on Neotheater and initially sung this track as well. Jack told Zach Sang:
We realized that I just did not deliver the emotion at all. Seriously.
Due to this, the band decided to revert to the source of the track, writer Rya...
There were two that I wrote without Jack, “Turning Out Pt. ii” and “Dear Winter”. For some reason, the ballads, the emotional stuff, we can’t do together, I just have to do it on my own… something about “Turning Out Pt. ii” didn’t have the same impact as me singing, so I gave myself a song on the al...