Turn Blue

I’m having trouble seeing you clearly

Oh momma
Can you hold me a little longer
Something I was missing would’ve taken me
So much farther
By design, won’t try to hide
Behind or blame the things
I turned out this way

Drama
Pothole
Remodel
All I know
Let my rings fall now
And I’ll soothe my inner child

Oh momma
Can you hold me a little longer
Something I was missing would’ve taken me
So much farther
By design, won’t try to hide
Behind or blame the things
I turned out this way
I think that’s ok

It’s the chaos I make
Every friendship I strain
Running on treadmills and sulking the same
Or I can make it all just go away

Til I turn blue, I’m on my knees for you
I’m on my knees for you
Til I turn blue, my ritual for you
I live to please, to please you
Til I turn blue, I’m on my knees for you
I’m on my knees for you
For You

Not for you