Tulpa

[Verse: Disinfectant Syrup]
Wanting comes and goes, though mostly I'm here waiting
For some hope to come to find my flawed will
Ones and O's I can't enclose
Ones I love the most keep a prying eye
Stand watching from their timelines, so close, yet so far
Creeping eyes that freeze my time

[Chorus: Disinfectant Syrup]
You're a tulpa, you're my tulpa
I don't get the things you do, so I blame them all on you
Standing there with me without one thing to be
I make a form for you in my head and out of view
You're a tulpa for me

You're a tulpa, you'rе my tulpa
I want so much to love, what you are above
(Plеase don't let me down tulpa, please don't let me down tulpa)
The thoughts I keep inside of you I try to hide
(Please don't let me down tulpa, please don't let me down tulpa)
Thrashing in my mind to make their way outside
(Please don't let me down tulpa, please don't let me down tulpa)
You're a tulpa, you're a tulpa
(Please don't let me down tulpa, please don't let me down tulpa)

[Outro: Voice A and Voice B]
Alright, I don't know how you felt about that, but I thought it was pretty good
Yeah, I think so, what do you wanna do now?
Uh, would you like to move on to the Spirit Box?
It's up to you, it's your equipment
Yeah, yeah, it's in the smaller pocket on the front of the bag
Yup
Yeah, just be sure to hold it up to the tape mic, and let's start on the slower speed, let's do the slower speed first