Trying

[Intro]
Yeah-yeah
Yeah-yeah
Yeah-yeah, woah-woah

[Chorus]
At times I sit and wonder why, who gon' hold me when I cry?
Who gon' love me when I'm down? Who gon' miss me when I die?
Who gon' see me on that stage? Who'll be watching me online?
Who gon' tell me it's alright? Who see the pain inside my eyes?

[Verse 1]
Woah, ten years old I was missin' my mama, now I'm really missin' my mama
Up my rank, I feel like Shabba, I up my bag, I feel like shopping
Poppin' these pills, I feel unconscious, why would I lie and say I got it?
Came out the trap, bitch, I came out the projects, working too hard, I ain't had a day off yet
I'm fathering niggas, I feel like I'm upset, got a white girl [?] with the [?]
Not playin' 2K, but I feel like I'm ballin', I sip D'USSÉ, I feel like falling
I got me a habit, I'm doing narcotics, I want the diamonds to come at me flawless
The voices in my head keep talkin', I really need me a moment of silence
And if I had a bitch right on my side, that would be cool
I can't let nobody in it fill no void 'cause I want you
The way you kick me out your life, you make me wanna kick this too
I had to realize my position, I just had to play the fool
You fucked me up, I played it cool, I fucked that bag up, made a move
I keep me a stick, I'm playin' poof, I fill that bitch out and change the move
I wanna do what I came to do, my suicide just made the news

[Chorus]
At times I sit and wonder why, who gon' hold me when I cry?
Who gon' love me when I'm down? Who gon' miss me when I die?
Who gon' see me on that stage? Who'll be watching me online?
Who gon' tell me it's alright? Who gon' recognize I'm tryin'?

[Verse 2]
Yeah, I'm not going out bad no more, I might put on the Dior today
No talkin', fuck that, we on the way, you wanna play, I'm takin' this place
I wanted to up, no minimum wage, I love my gang, I'm gettin' this pay
My life a book, I'm flippin' that page, I'm poppin' this pill, I'm killin' this pain
Damn, we gettin' money, okay, damn, too much money to make
Damn, shawty be all on my range, damn, shawty was out of my brain
Woah, why would I vibe with a tight? Damn, they wanna take what I got
I'm making my clothes, they take what I write, ain't fuckin' no hoes, I'm chasing the guap
I had to hold that L, I took a loss, that shit made me a boss
We let off some shells, shoot at his feet, put hoes in the shoes like Crocs
Brand new coupe came with a exhaust, broke-ass nigga gon' stand in his box
Young nigga rockin' this whip, no Fox, young nigga raise that [?]

[Chorus]
At times I sit and wonder why, who gon' hold me when I cry?
Who gon' love me when I'm down? Who gon' miss me when I die?
Who gon' see me on that stage? Who'll be watching me online?
Who gon' tell me it's alright? Who gon' recognize I'm tryin'?