Trying

(verse#1)
The years have gone by
And I still think of u
Couldn't sleep at night
I was just thinking what to do
All I wanted was to see that u cared
But wen the time was right
U were never there
Tonight I saw u and I knew this day would come
I wanted to show u that im really not that dumb

(verse #2)
Look at me looking better than u ever did
I wanna show u something that I know we never had
Even tho I tried I couldn't walk away
Couldn't say things I really had to say to you ..anymore
But im trying not try... anymore
Trying not to try

(verse#3)
Been waitin for this moment for too long
And I want it so bad but I know its wrong
Why can't u feel the way I do for u
Why do I keep holding on..

Trying.... Im trying not to try
Trying...Im trying not to try