​trying

[Intro]
(Okay)

[Verse 1]
I hold onto patience for them
And reflect their mannerisms when I can't focus
Tired of selfish things I've said but never really spoken
I can't take back what I did when I forgot
So, I lack poise and, yeah, I noticed
But I drove it into the ground like it was poison
And I said I got a problem, will you show me?
But just because I need your help, don't mean it’s important
And now

[Bridge: brakence & Ballerina]
(None of us knows, Major. We don't know who we are)
You know
(We don't know where we are)
(Maybe we're on a spaceship)
You know
(Going to another planet)
(Maybe we're all insane)
You know
(Or maybe this is a mirage, an illusion)
(Perhaps that's who we are)

[Verse 2]
Just know, I'm trying
But I faked you out on my end
And behind those shaded words
I partake in limbo, not violence
'Cause I'm just trying to feel like
More than my entry
I can't tell by deceit I'm alright and
It's 'bout time I show I've been lying
'Cause I can't wait back for it here
The only fear I'm in love with is pointless
I don't need luck, I need somebody's help for a minute
'Cause I've tried long enough
Pray I lost, I am done

[Bridge]
Change my mind 'cause I'll be broken if there's nothing left to say

[Verse 3]
Just know I'm trying
But within a second it's timed in
(I've just never heard of them before)
Minding every word, and it's taking over afraid to love
But I will keep you around
You say I'm onto something, I doubt it
I find God in mind
Now I'm waking up and taking on my pride
(brakence)