[Chorus]
I'm trying to be happy but shit isn't getting through
It isn't helping that I'm listening to mxmtoon
If being happy was a competition, I would be last
'Cause my emotions kick my ass
[Verse 1]
Can't even fake a smile
I guess emotions last a while, or so I've heard
I'm not the emotioning type
That doesn't mean that it isn't right
I just need to stay bright
[Pre-Chorus]
How can I do that when I feel like crap?
How can I do that when I can't turn back?
Oh-oh, oh-oh
[Chorus]
I'm trying to be happy but shit isn't getting through
It isn't helping that I'm listening to mxmtoon
If being happy was a competition, I would be last
'Cause my emotions kick my ass
[Verse 2]
Even my comfort shows don't do much
And I have shit to do that I can't put off as such
Trying to be happy, but this world's a lot
But I can't be sad without getting caught
So I just won't talk
[Pre-Chorus]
How can I do that when I need to say?
How can I do that when I can't find my way?
Oh-oh, oh-oh
[Chorus]
I'm trying to bе happy but shit isn't getting through
It isn't helping that I'm listening to mxmtoon
If bеing happy was a competition, I would be last
'Cause my emotions kick my ass
[Bridge]
It feels like everyone wants to know
But the thing is I don't have nothing to show
I can try, though
[Chorus]
I'm trying to be happy but shit isn't getting through
It isn't helping that I'm listening to mxmtoon
If being happy was a competition, I would be last
'Cause my emotions kick my ass
trying 2 b happy was written by vespodd.
trying 2 b happy was produced by vespodd.
vespodd released trying 2 b happy on Sat Apr 30 2022.
i wrote this while i was trying to sleep after having a sad day. i wrote it on google docs on my phone at like 10 at night and i sent some of it to my friend moonishh. fun fact, they said that they finished a song that night too, but it may or may not end up on genius or her ep.