Tryin Not To

[Intro]
(Exavis, where you at?)
(Nayko, this beat crazy)

[Chorus]
So much pain, I'm starting to lose hope
So much pain, I'm starting to lose hope
Headed home, I don't know where I'm going
I'm headed home, I don't know where I'm going
I took a pill, it gave me tunnel vision
Times get hard, I'm trying not to give in
I was thugging, trying to do the right thing
My mama keep telling me she having bad dreams

[Verse 1]
I been struggling, trying not to give up
I stand alone, I don't really need no one
They ain't really worried how you doing
Everybody always want some'
Yeah, it's gon' be alright, yeah, it's okay though
I thought that they loved mе, I'm the one they hatе on
I'm the one they put all that weight on
I'm just tryna keep all my people strong
No, I swear we don't need nobody
No, I swear I don't need nobody
It's cold, winter, we got more bodies

[Chorus]
So much pain, I'm starting to lose hope
So much pain, I'm starting to lose hope
Headed home, I don't know where I'm going
I'm headed home, I don't know where I'm going
I took a pill, it gave me tunnel vision
Times get hard, I'm trying not to give in
I was thugging, trying to do the right thing
My mama keep telling me she having bad dreams

[Verse 2]
Yeah, I'm Icy, but I'm Wayne
N.E.R.D. like Skateboard P, but I don't even got no chain
Came in it for the money, I don't even want no fame
They ain't read one page of your story but they so quick to judge you
Had to meet the jury with all my jewelry on
It's David and Goliath with all these fucking stones
Even if them niggas been hiding, pull up to your home
And I'm off these pills so my mind gone

[Chorus]
So much pain, I'm starting to lose hope
So much pain, I'm starting to lose hope
Headed home, I don't know where I'm going
I'm headed home, I don't know where I'm going
I took a pill, it gave me tunnel vision
Times get hard, I'm trying not to give in
I was thugging, trying to do the right thing
My mama keep telling me she having bad dreams