Try Again

[Hook: Christon Gray]
Tryna to give you what you need
But I barely have enough for me
I'm tryna to give you what you need
But I barely have enough for me

[Verse 1: Tragic Hero]
I feel the burden I feel the envy
I'm feelin' empty that's a point of entry
And I convince myself that I've been sent to fail
My dad is sick I haven't heard from Mom
I feel kinda bad we don't spend no time
I worry 'bout my sister hope she finds a sign
I hope an angel's sent that's workin' overtime
Dag I'm on a nane
The realest songs are too hard to write
Man I'm not alright
I heard the bell I'm too tired to fight
Deep down I think my wife is on the verge
Of leavin' me behind she fights the urge
And we don't have a child she's givin' birth
And I don't have that much to offer her
It sounds so good to be a father
Wash my face in fluoridated water
Yesterday I said I'll change tomorrow
I get paid to spend and I don't save
Life takin' turns I ain't been in church
In about a month my job only takes
That ain't what I want
I'm still in the hood I sleep wit' a gun
If there's one word to describe the feelin'
It'll be confused you'd be surprised
Life is a beach with a receding line
The sands in the glass will deceive the eyes
You take half the pill to go to sleep
Smoke a cig' hold your head you sober now
'Cause time don't stop for no one now
The oldest child if I'm so broke now let me hold a smile
Hold my hands when they hand me cuffs
Hold my hands when they hand me cuff links
I'm not sure if I got a crush
Or the rush that you get from lusting
I'm insecure insecure
Left dirty but I enter pure
Hope the interviewers ignore my sin I intend to cure
The words and feelings have intercourse
Did I cross the line?
Or did I cross your mind?
And it seems I want to go back to that tree
For seconds that there's a loss of time
I want to swim with no gills sleep with no pills
To bleed and don't kill breathe and hold still
And stop
Just stop

[Bridge]
Keep goin' keep goin'
Just everyday people with some
Tryna give you what you need
Just everyday people with some problems

[Hook: Christon Gray]
Tryna to give you what you need
But I barely have enough for me [x4]

[Bridge]
Even when I don't understand
When I don't understand
I know a way to make it better

[Hook: Christon Gray]
Tryna to give you what you need
But I barely have enough for me

[Bridge]
Want me to try again
But I can't fix what I don't understand
Keep goin' keep goin'
Keep goin' keep goin'
Get used to runnin' wit' me
You ain't goin'

[Hook 2: Christon Gray]
You want me to try again
But I can't fix what I don't understand [x2]

[Bridge]
I believe in tomorrow baby
But I believe in today even more
Keep goin' keep goin'
Even when I don't see you
Keep goin' keep goin' keep goin'