​trust me .. it Gets worse

[Intro]
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Graveem1nd
GoonnCity and you can't get in
Goonn

[Verse 1]
And I guess I'm doing better than I was
I'm not crying 'cause I'm high and I feel numb
And if it were an option then I promise I'd be gone
And I'm just so disappointed in the person I've become
Swimming in the ocean I got salt in my eyes
Bending over backwards, I'ma break my back to make things right
And if this is the last time we talk then that's alright
I know I tried as hard as I could to keep my life
But trust me it gets worse
When I die, turn up in the hearse
I can't trust them when thеy talk with empty words
They like "Misa, just keep going" but it hurts
Guеss you right, yeah, I guess I've been through worse
Nothing is the same anymore
I'm getting used to the floor
I learned my lesson and more
Now when it rains it just pours
But I guess I came in cold, time to fix my body with the medical
Wait, bro, I just dropped a pill into my red bull
Hand full, I'm addicted to you like you're Fentanyl
Benzo's, I been feeling down so I take those
Better pay me for the verse
Geeking like a nerd
Mon-Moncler fur
Sometimes the right turn is the wrong turn

[Verse 2]
Came a long way from snatching on some purses
Still I'm not perfect, I swear I'm just a person
Bringing up dirt just to add another burden
Tryna tell the story, there's a hundred different versions
I'm still hurting, I'm covered up like curtains
Smoking on detergent, these haters is some vermins
I pulled up in a vert and I'm flexed up on purpose
Ah, bad bitch on my dick, she wan' go back to the crib
Don't like talking 'bout that shit, but I can tell you what it is
Now they wanna talk like what for? I would rather go to bed
And they was talking down, now they wanna be my friend
Everyday is Halloween, posted in the pumpkin patch
If you felt like how I feel then you wouldn't have to ask
You would just take this pill, if you wanna try so bad
Money falling out my pockets
You can't tell me nothing now
Always was the one to try and get the upper hand somehow
Made a promise to my other, now I can't let him down