Trust Issues Freestyle

[Verse 1]
I don't care if you're sorry, I don't care if it hurts
I was sitting in the trap and you was tryna off skirt
And you knew it was my friend, so that made it kinda worse
So if you see me on the road, better run or get burst
And that goes for my friend, feel to put him in a hearse
Well niggas ain't shit and he never put in work
I was always in the trap, so I know it weren't the first
Every dog has their day, no death will be worse
So don't ask me if I'm cool, don't ask me if I'm calm
Spent months OT and put my trust in arms
Clutching bars and had to bust in cars
Missed one shift and I had to bust his arse
So when you're talking about love, I don't want no part
And as of this day, I ain't got no heart
I ain't got no dargs, maybe that's a bonus
These ain't my friends, they're my brothers like Jonas
Cause I done seen friends turn snake like Cobras
It gets like that, certain man weren't soldiers
If you're talking 'bout bud then mine came hench
Bro said he needs a spot, lemme know what you can bench
And it's dirty in the trap but you tolerate the stench
You turn a man off if he's sitting on the fence
Like, all now I think about you but it's crazy how it gets, I wish I never found you

[Chorus]
It's crazy how it gets, man, all this time it feels like death and it weren't
Calm, calm, man just bounce back and elevate now
Sometimes you gotta tell it like this yo
I got no space for love, if another person tries to break my trust
Woo ooo ooo, murder

[Verse 2]
Now I'm out 'ere, I don't give a toss
Man put her in the cab if she ain't giving top
Don't call me past midnight, that's lotion o'clock
Catch me in the bando with holes in my sock
Now I'm rolling round reckless with who knows what
With God knows who and God know wha
If it ain't my brothers I don't trust no one
And if it ain't a spinner I don't trust no gun
Then a lady popped up, said "hi" and that's calm
Start talking 'bout love, how it died in her arms
And you know I could relate, so we linked and we chilled
Nuttin' too deep, couple drinks and a meal
As time went by darg I swear it weren't planned
Said that she could see that I'm a broken man
I had to do road darg, she fully understands
Really brought peace to this broken man
Shitden I gotta think straight
This could never be love, no way, no way
The more I tried to fight it, it slapped me in the face
And from that day onwards nothing was the same
Told me I should meet her at the station
I was in the Tesco's looking at the station
Then I see a ten man run up in the station
Couldn't even tell but they're looking at their pagans
Had to call her phone like "nigga is you playing?"
I was so vexed, couldn't hear what she's saying
See this life that I live, full of emptiness
You're a deadly bitch, tried to get me pissed
Tried to get me pitched, tried to get me pitched
You're a deadly bitch, tried to get me pissed
No lotion darg, no lotion, no, emotion darg, no lotion
If you're talking 'bout love then fuck you too
Heard you're looking for a hug, fuck you too
Tried to leave me in the mud, nigga fuck you too
Lost my screws, nigga fuck you too

[Chorus]
I got no space for love, if another person tries to break my trust
Woo ooo ooo, murder