Trust Issues

[Intro: Ash B & Male Speaker]
*Phone dialing*
Hello?
You haven't been seeing me calling your phone?
The hell, what you mean?
I mean you got off work like ten minutes ago, you probably somewhere being slick ([?])
I'll hit you back
*Beep*

[Verse 1: Ash B]
Think we've got a situation (Yeah)
Or maybe I'm just overthinking
Should I trust my trust issues?
See, this ain't even about you
'Cause when you met me, I was damaged (Yeah)
A broken girl, yes I was hammered
Should I put my trust in you?
I'm so fucked up with these trust issues

[Chorus: Ash B]
If you're wondering why I act the way I act
Snap the way I snap, I hold back like I hold back
It's because of him, he really fucked me up
He really did me dirty, don't want to love or trust
If you're wondering why, I flip the way I flip (On ya)
Trip off silly shit, always asking you 'bout a bitch
It's because of him, he really fucked me up
He really did me dirty, don't wanna love or trust

[Verse 2: Ash B]
Look, I know it's selfish, but boy I can't help it
I stay accusing, like boy who you been screwing?
And you looking at me in my eyes and say "Baby, I'm trying" (I think you lying)
And I'm looking at you in your eyes, like "Nigga why you lying?"
I know it's tiring to come home everyday
Instead of a hot plate, I'm throwing shit up in your face
But boy, I'm sorry, he really fucked me up
I really want this, boy, please teach me how to love

[Chorus: Ash B]
If you're wondering why I act the way I act (I act the way I act)
Snap the way I snap, I hold back like I hold back
It's because of him, he really fucked me up (He really did)
He really did me dirty, don't want to love or trust (He really did me wrong)
If you're wondering why, I flip the way I flip (I'm always tripping)
Trip off silly shit, always asking you 'bout a bitch (I'm always tripping)
It's because of him, he really fucked me up (He really fucked me up)
He really did me dirty, don't wanna love or trust (That nigga did me wrong)

[Outro: Ash B & Voicemail Service]
Baby, said I'm trying
*Phone dialing*
Your call has been forwarded to an automated voice messaging system (I'm trying)
*Beep*
Baby, I'm sorry (I'm trying)
When you get this message, can you please call me?
I know I've been tripping lately, but please call me back
I love you