Trust issues

[Intro]
*Suidistic laughing* you don't know me
(YEAH) I bet you thought I'd fall before  I took the call
But that just shows how much you really don't know me(rapture)

[verse 1]
(yeah)so ready set go, here i go switching flows
With every rhyme like it's some kind of a crime
But still i ain't got a dime but i got my talent
(yeah) i got skills that pay the bills and all the pills you be poppin
So sorry not sorry for being anti-social
Don't judge a book by its cover unless you want some beef
I ain't handing out no apology's to you or any other spoiled kid
I spent my time in the gutter now i'm in the spotlight like the shutters
I learned skills you wouldn't even believe existed
From the bottom to the top to the bottom again
Life's just like an endless roller coaster
I'm just a head of the curve with every word
Tell i got used, now i'm sorry i got trust issues
Wait, no i'm not

{chorus}
So sorry not sorry for having trust issues
Every time i try to trust its like committing suicide
Do or die i'm just anti_social
So sorry not sorry for having trust issues

[verse 2]
Year after year i been grinding like the gears of war
Only to get stabbed in the back the second i let my guard down
Left crying and dying, no tissues just trust issues
Cut up like i was put in the blender from the female gender
Now they all wonder why i only spend my money on me
No rings or things for a girl cause they messed up my world
So sorry not sorry for being cold blooded like a lizard
But i feel like i'm stuck in a blizzard like where's my wizard at
Oop's it me working on my rhymes instead of spending my time with other's
(yeah)i get you got friend's but i only got fam
No uncle Sam i won't be your Eminem soldier clone
I'd rather be alone then be another accident prone like the rest of you kids
No fib, i knock out rapper's like they where some ribs
All this blood on the floor your gonna need a bib
One hand is the bible in the other is the rap title
Like hocus pocus i'm focused on only one thing
Ding ding, i'ma be the next big thing
So sorry not sorry for having trust issues

[Chorus]
So sorry not sorry for having trust issues
Every time i try to trust its like committing suicide
Do or die i'm just anti_social
So sorry not sorry for having trust issues