[Verse 1]
She looking at me like she's never seen it
I'm a spend it all, spend a bag, motherfuck a reason
Off a pill when I'm in Saks, high as hell in Neimans
Walk around with a big bag, got these niggas fiending
[Chorus]
Dirty shirt, dirty drugs, feeling like a junkie need someone to pick me up
Yeah, I'm so fucking high, I don't really give a fuck
They always say they love me but I never feel the love (Feel the love)
So would you pick me up?
I'm geeking out my body swear it's just never enough
I cut like it's a hobby on my arms I'm dripping blood
They always say they love me but I never feel the love (Feel the love)
[Verse 2]
Cut lights, curtains too
Paralyzed, I can't move
I don't know what I'd do, if I make it through
But fuck that, back to these niggas these niggas is hoes
I'm blowing that pack bitch I'm blowing that dope
You talking to me? why the fuck is you bold?
Oh, I can't really get close outside till it gets cold
Ask me if I'll ever make it, I don't know
Yeah, man I swear these niggas lame
When they talk I can't relate, that's how I know these niggas fake
Can't you see it in my face, I'm in pain I ain't okay
My soul DOA, gone away, someone blow my fucking brains, out
Make me lay down, I'm a stay out, till it's late out
I'm too tainted so you know I cannot change now
I got cuts all on my arm, blood on my face now
I got blood on my sweatshirt
I was fifteen with lines on my dresser
It's a lie if I said I got better
If she wanna break me I'll let her