Troubled Waters

[Verse]
Some have trash days, others have garbage years
Won't catch me in places where the frauds is near
Bummy kid, never really had the sharpest wears
If you ever had it hard, you know it's hard to care
Same old is how my Father been, Mama bear on the oxygen
Back and forth to the doctors, I try remaining a optimist
But constant conflicts become straining to one's confidence
I paid prices 'til all I had left was some pocket lint
Regardless how calm the ocean sounds
It could produce troubled waters, either float or drown
Some held me back, others hold me down
Ain't just been around the block, but I know the town
Ignore all the doubters, only the supporters is valid
Why shout it when the loudest for sure is the coward
Time is money, I can't afford distorting my hours
Resorting to malice, more important's exploring my talents
Never took the easy route, guess I'm sort of imbalanced
Either that or subconsciously I prefer more of a challenge
Mature about it 'cause disorder is more for the childish
Now the moves is smoother than Luther recording a ballad