Trepidation

Hm
Hm
JNO where's the beat

Mama told me that the world is cold
I guess I should have known
Daddy said
You gotta make the most of it
Maybe I need to learn and
I’m on a hustle for life
So it’s do or die
No matter how hard I cry and
Isolate myself
Fill my head with lies
To the end of the line and

If you could know
Go ahead & say so
I’m all lost
Lost again
I’m on a trepidation for life
And I just ask why
If you could know
Go ahead & say so
I’m all lost
Lost again
I’m on a trepidation for life
And I just ask why

Throw back in the days
When my mama used to wake me up
In the middle of the night (middle of the night)
She telling me a story
A story of my life (story of my life)
From the story of my life (story of my life)
I’ve seen many sad days
But I’m still staying cool
Cause I know where I’m heading to
From the story of my life (story of my life)
I ‘ve seen many sad days
But I’m still staying cool
Cause I know where I’m heading to

If you could know
Go ahead & say so
I’m all lost
Lost again
I’m on a trepidation for life
And I just ask why
If you could know
Go ahead & say so
I’m all lost
Lost again
I’m on a trepidation for life
And I just ask why

I haven’t been home for a long long time
Assuming everything’s the same
It may be fine
But now all of us are to blame
For everything that has put us to shame
I put myself in fear of all the things
That have put me right on the brink
There’s so much trepidation all over again
And it may be the end of me

If you could know
Go ahead & say so
I’m all lost
Lost again
I’m on a trepidation for life
And I just ask why
If you could know
Go ahead & say so
I’m all lost
Lost again
I’m on a trepidation for life
And I just ask why

Palms up with these
Prayers in the air
For any and everyone
Who has lost someone here
It’s a shame what's going on
All the souls going home
Back out to heaven leaving us here so alone
As we move through this life
As we battle all this strife
We gotta keep faith with
God in order to get it right
Overstand it's not a game
It's a spiritual war
If you not tight in your heart
You getting mentally torn