Trend Chaser

[Verse 1: Xelfiy]
Quit doubting your self you're just making it worse ya
Quit doubting your self baby I know that it hurts
You’re just making it harder you're thinking even more
Just listen to your gut baby it's a war, up here in my head
But lately I been trying so hard to get out of my bed

[Chorus: Xelfiy]
Fucked up because I had ran out of my meds (My meds)
But it’s okay, I just got them again (Got them again)
I swear this is the reason I have no friends (No friends)
It's prolly because I'm out getting the bag
And they out chasing a trend (Trend Chaser)
We are not the same, why are you telling him we're friends? (Fake friended)
I'm not the one to blame you're the one playing pretend (Play pretender)
She left me for lame just becasue he had a benz (Had a benz)
But that's okay we all know who gonna make it in the end

[Verse 2: Xelfiy]
Fuck this and fuck that I'm so over it
She pulled the k over her shoulder an folded him
Falling to the ground his tears he’s holding in (Holding in)
His heart he’s still holding it (Holding it)
Praying he'll be forgiven for his sins (His sins)
Hes worried now that he’ll die here in the end (In the end)
All his favorite moment in a time lapse (Time lapse)
Now how lucky do you feel to have time left
Your heart is not really broken, it's still deep in your chest (Ya, ya)
It's okay if you're depressed (Ya, ya)
We could all use some rest (Ya, ya)

[Verse 3: sewerperson]
I could use that rest
I could use that rest
This the 5th time that I didn’t go and I tried to call you and let you know
Now I've been tryna' call all night
Hit me back as soon you see this, lemme know you're alright
Shit stained walls under the washroom lights
Puke green water on these dive bar nights
At least I know that it couldn't hurt me twice
And I remember waiting in the snow too much
Feel like all December you had just gave up
But maybe you did care and I really like that thought
So that's the one I've picked that I'll remember until I'm gone
I cannot let go
I cannot let go
It's a habit of mine
That I had formed on my own
The worst of the nights that I had lived back home
Couldn't compare to the words you spoke last year
I thought I was being nice, I swear
I guess not
But when the sun goes down
My heart repairs
But when the bottle run's out
It all comes back again
I guess all that we could be is just friends
I guess all that we could be is just friends

[Chorus: Xelfiy]
Fucked up because I had ran out of my meds (My meds)
But it's okay I just got them again (Got them again)
I swear this is the reason I have no friends (No friends)
It's prolly because I'm out getting the bag
And they out chasing a trend (Trend Chaser)
We are not the same, why are you telling him we're friends? (Fake friended)
I'm not the one to blame you're the one playing pretend (Play pretender)
She left me for lame just becasue he had a benz (Had a benz)
But that's okay we all know who gonna make it in the end

[Verse 2: Xelfiy]
Fuck this and fuck that I'm so over it
She pulled the k over her shoulder an folded him
Falling to the ground his tears he's holding in (Holding in)
His heart he's still holding it (Holding it)