​treat me bad/self preservation

[Intro]
Oh great, it's HXSTAGE

[Chorus]
Why the fuck do I keep feeling like this? (Feeling like this)
I'll let you treat me bad, I don't give a shit (Don't give a shit)
'Cause I'm so tired of always being alone (Being alone)
And ain't nobody ever hit up my phone (Hit my phone)
Why the fuck do I keep feeling like this? (Feeling like this)
I'll let you treat me bad, I don't give a shit (Don't give a shit)
'Cause I'm so tired of always being alone (Being alone)
And ain't nobody ever hit up my phone (Hit my phone)

[Verse]
Stop it, I don't really wanna talk today
Bitch, you better watch where you walk today
Touch onе my family, you gone today
Felt like shit, so, madе a song today
Why every hour feel long today?
Fucked up, yeah, the way that I feel
Everything is going wrong today
I'm so tired, I'm so fucking done with fighting
Spending every waking moment, sat here crying
Try to fix it, but, the feeling's amplifying
I can't get away and don't think it's worth trying (Trying)
I'ma fucking get it started
Talkin' shit, then I'm begging your pardon
You on some shit that I don't want no part in
If you and your friend want a feat, then I'm charging
I walk in, then right back out the party
We got kicked out for going too retarded
Me and my bros like an army
He said, "It's typo," we hit him regardless
We gonna hit him regardless
I find the door to that shit and I barge in
All of my feelings stay guarded
Let it all out and pass out on the carpet (Yeah)

[Chorus]
Why the fuck do I keep feeling like this? (Feeling like this)
I'll let you treat me bad, I don't give a shit (Don't give a shit)
'Cause I'm so tired of always being alone (Being alone)
And ain't nobody ever hit up my- (Yeah)
Why the fuck do I keep feeling like this? (Feeling like this)
I'll let you treat me bad, bad, bad
'Cause I'm so tired of always being alone (Being alone)
And ain't nobody ever hit up my phone (Hit my phone)