Treading Water

[Verse 1]
I've been here too long
Found where I went wrong
I was lying to myself, lying to myself
Turn my back on the world, put the blame on someone else
Since you've been gone
To fight feeling alone
I've been working on myself, working on myself
I guess Heaven ain't worth it if you haven't gone through Hell

[Chorus]
And I'm struggling a little bit
And I swear I'm trying to make amends
With who I am
And it's getting harder, treading water
When I don't know where I fit in
And I'm struggling, dealing with this

[Verse 2]
I'm barely breathing, but I'm fighting
Fighting for a chance to ride out of this mess
Maybe get some rest, I'm delirious
I'm delirious

[Chorus]
And I'm struggling a little bit
And I swear I'm trying to make amends
With who I am
And it's getting harder, treading water
When I don't know where I fit in
And I'm struggling, dealing with this

[Bridge]
I think I need you right now
It's about to go down
Somewhere in the middle
Somewhere off the deep end
This shitty situation
That I've caught myself in this time

[Chorus]
And I'm struggling a little bit
And I swear I'm trying to make amends
With who I am
And it's getting harder, treading water
When I don't know where I fit in
And I'm struggling, dealing with this
And I'm struggling, dealing with this