​travesty awaits

[Intro]
Soloft

[Chorus]
Can you prelude to how I'm feeling?
'Cause I've been addicted to these patterns
All this time (Time)
And it's hardly fair, I'm breaking still
Regardless if I've already lost my will
And if I should fade into a darker light
It just doesn't make sense how I feel alright
'Cause I know nothing's right

[Verse]
And I've known that since yesterday
I'm something that I haven't always been
I lock my door, and lower the shades
Letting flow state straight into the pen
The floors creek, and my brain feeds
On a core memory I stowed away
But I come forth, take it head on
Peeling flesh off of it's travesty
But the earth hurts, all I have is me
She's here too, but sorta overseas
You amaze me, rearrange me
In a shape similar to something sweet
The window open on a cold night
Honestly I love frostbite
Numbing part of me, in which apologies
Aren't policy for the limelight
Fight back, fuck off
I'm not going outside today
I woke up too late to avoid the rays
Now I contemplate when was yesterday
I contradict what I thought I was
What I am now's not so pretty
Day to day feeling disgust
From the mistrust that I gave me
I had caved in so shameless
But if you like my shit, put it on playlist
I am not in search of validation just something genuine

[Bridge]
I'll connect the, I'll connect the dots
I'll connect the, I'll connect the dots
I'll connect the, I'll connect the dots
I'll connect the, I'll connect the dots
I'll connect the, I'll connect the dots
I'll connect the, I'll connect the dots

[Chorus]
Can you prelude to how I'm feeling?
'Cause I've been addicted to these patterns
All this time (Time)