TRAUMATIZED FREAK

[Intro]
Yeah

[Verse]
I’m a traumatized freak
In my head nothing lasts so it ain’t nothing to cheat
I don’t beg it just fall in my lap it’s just my disease
Don’t wanna break your heart but bae I got some unresolved grief
Pops don’t fuck with me no more but guess it got me some streams
In my head nobody stays so I just stay on my peas and queues and move like one too
I want to fall in love but don’t know if it’s some I could do
But I would try it for you
Vanilla swirl you in my world but could I tell you the truth?
You should do like my pops and run away too
I’m tryna spare your heart
The only thing a nigga is faithful to is my fucking art
Tryna dodge a Jake’s and the hate everyday to make it large
Maybe in the future someday
She said to me I don’t care if you strange chulo
One day you’ll change but I know something that eases the pain
Lean back your seat and let me give you some brain chulo
You know I love you with like everything
And I don’t care if my parents saying you bad for me
I know your heart and you wouldn’t do nothing bad to me
I think she rather be heartbroken then mad I leave
I still love her though but once I dipped I call my favorite eater Michelle
Doing the devil’s work at my bros house [?]
I’m a traumatized freak this shit is deeper than hell
I need to piff the zoot to fill a nigga therapy fails

[Chorus]
I’m traumatized cancel the sessions
Incoming clouds full of grey
Cure my obsessions
Where do God be at on these days?
I don’t learn my lesson
It’s gonna take me more than a day
It’s gonna take some more than a day
And the say to just pray but I’mma cancel the sessions
Incoming clouds full of grey
Cure my obsessions
Where do God be at on these days?
I don’t learn my lesson
It’s gonna take me more than a day
It’s gonna take some more than a day
Hope the smoke fade away