Traumatized

[Intro]
Uh
Who I am, I never changed
Yeah
Frrt
I'll push they shit back
My bitch legs open, then you better smash that
And I still be showing love even though my heart cracked
When you— that shit to me, it felt like a heart attack
Ayy, ayy, ayy
Who I am, I never changed
Made me who I am, I never changed
You seen what I seen, you'd be the same
(Meech)

[Chorus]
The pain made me who I am, I never changed
Just saying, you seen what I seen, you'd be the same
It's crazy how I'm numb, I'm traumatized in the brain
Pop a nigga in my hood, won't nobody say my name
You can listen to my voice and tell this straight facts
Half these niggas eat cheese, man, these boys some big rats
I need a bitch to myself, loyalty, I need that
Keep my distance from some niggas, don't know where they head at

[Verse 1]
But most you niggas know, I'll push they shit back
You catch my bitch legs open, then you better smash that
And I still be showing love even though my heart cracked
And when you said that shit to me, it felt like a heart attack
Bam told me, "Stay focused, don't let nobody bother that"
Truth be told, I pop shit, but I ain't really proud of that
But don't respond to everything, but it's some times you handle that
I bought a baby chop and put it where my heart was at
I ain't grew up in the 'burbs, I was where them sharks was at
You just know just what I'm on if she getting too attached
And if you gave that shit away, I don't never want it back
That's a fact, I'm on the top rope like I'm Jeff
I know I need to stop, but I need a Percocet
Can't let it, some stuff is getting to me, gotta be separate
Got chased out Lafayette, but that's a part of what could happen
I'm in here off Biscotti, that's what help me make the magic

[Chorus]
The pain made me who I am, I never changed
Just saying, you seen what I seen, you'd be the same
It's crazy how I'm numb, I'm traumatized in the brain
Pop a nigga in my hood, won't nobody say my name
You can listen to my voice and tell this straight facts
Half these niggas eat cheese, man, these boys some big rats
I need a bitch to myself, loyalty, I need that
Keep my distance from some niggas, don't know where they head at

[Verse 2]
Wear my heart on my sleeves, always there when they in need
New bitch in double C's, she only want me 'cause I'm me
Can't pay for no pussy even though these bitches cheap
Tryna play me like she loyal, I know all these bitches cheat
I shouldn't have opened up to you, now you got me feeling weak
Up it in a quick second, ain't shit under my seat
Pulling out the parking lot, throwing the pack and the receipt
Spent days out of town, I done heard so many beeps
Them scars can't be healed, bitch, look what you did to me
Wanna stop with these drugs, but I'm gone mentally
And to keep this shit a hundred, I don't know what's wrong with me
I ain't no friendly-ass nigga, you can't do no song with me
They tryna clone Baby Smoove, but can't nobody mimic me
I'ma tell it how it is, ain't nobody real as me
My mama praying for me, I'm my biggest enemy
I can't never love again, that give you control of me (Meech)
Some days, I wake up and I wanna murder me
I know my son love me, I'ma teach him everything
I do all this for you, that lil' boy my everything
Show him how to be a boss and how his daddy had no things
Son, don't love, shit, don't buy that ho a ring
Feel good when shit up, it's gon' kill you when she leave
I got stabbed in the back and it made my heart bleed
For you, I'll go to Hell and back with no shoes on my feet
And before I love a bitch, I'd rather fall a thousand feet
For real, I know that I'm a king, I'm a beast