Traumatic

I sold my soul to feel okay
Against the earth, my body stays
I numb myself like novocaine
I'd do anything to escape my brain

Every day feels the goddamn same
It's like I'm livin' in a simulation
Master of the mind, but I'm still a slave
And I'm just lookin' for the separation
Every day feels the goddamn same
It's like I'm livin' in a simulation
Master of the mind, but I'm still a slave
And I'm just lookin' for the separation

'Cause I'm such an addict for all things traumatic
A problem for problem's sake
The duality is so damn unhealthy
Can somebody help me
Is anyone listening
Are you listening

Oh, traumatic addict
Oh, traumatic addict

I hurt my soul to feel something
The pain won't last, but I love the sting
My broken mind put on display
I'm never gonna let myself see the light of day

Every day feels the goddamn same
It's like I'm living in a simulation
Master of the mind, but I'm still a slave
And I'm just looking for the separation
Every day feels the goddamn same
It's like I'm living in a simulation
Master of the mind, but I'm still a slave
And I'm just looking for the separation

'Cause I'm such an addict for all things traumatic
A problem for problem's sake
The duality is so damn unhealthy
Can somebody help me
Is anyone listening
Are you listening

I hurt my soul just to feel what it's like
To grip the pain and let it cut like a knife
I tear my flesh just to watch it bleed
I'll drown myself facedown to kill the insecurity inside of me
Kill the insecurity

'Cause I'm such an addict for all things traumatic
A problem for problem's sake
The duality is so damn unhealthy
Can somebody help me
Is anyone listening
Are you listening

I miss everyone I've ever loved
I can't imagine what it's like to think I gave enough
So if I turn the music up and let it shake my bones
Maybe someday I'll shake the feeling that I'm on my own
God, is anyone listening
Are you listening

Oh, traumatic addict
Oh, traumatic addict