​trauma response

[Verse]
Sorry I keep flinching but I'm really not used to this
It's all new and old habits die hard, I guess
This is usually the part where someone
Tells me they don't want me around

Leave it to you to break the pattern
Make me feel like my feelings matter
It's gonna hurt but not as much as the
Feeling that time is running out

[Bridge]
Waking up, and can you put the past behind you?
Tell me to forget it but I'm not being lied to
Pray nobody ever has to feel like I do

But at least we didn't never leave the truth unspoken
If it's any consolation, leave the future open
What's it gonna take for me to not be broken?

[Chorus]
Sorry that I'm like this
(Sorry that I'm like this)
I'm just waiting for the trauma response to end
I didn't mean to make this your problem
You didn't sign up for the things you can't win

Sorry that I'm like this
The least I can do is stay silent
Fading to the background til you
Decide if you want me around

[Drop]
Sorry that I'm like this
Sorry that I'm like this

[Outro]
Sorry that I'm like this