Trauma

Verse 1-

My life goes on in vain
I can't do anything for it
It's like I'm chained to this room and
I am killing to feel anything

Have nothing to enjoy here
Just pouring words to a paper
I have bunch of these and
They kinda exposes me

Pre Chorus-

I have something disturbing
It goes out when I see a knife
It makes my eyes red and
I black out right that second, oh trauma

Chorus-

Slitting my wrists I can't stop doing this
It makes me happy but I know I should quit
I'll face my problems now rather than ran away
Left alone by the God

Paranoid, nervium I don't feel that well
What if I drink all this pills in my bag
Will someone hold me back for doing this
Make me sure for this!

Breakdown-

Broke, blind, fuck it all
Fill me with a feel
Swear to die, lost myself
Final night to fall apart

Broke, blind, fuck it all
Fill me with a feel
Swear to die, lost myself
Final night to fall apart

Verse 2-

Dead to the world I'm sleeping
I wouldn't care if I see a God
I lost interest in life
Now only the pain and agony

Hereafter seems a better place
So tired of trying to fight for the
Things to achieve, my headache hits
I can't stand I'm going to cry

Pre Chorus-

I have something disturbing
It goes out when I see a knife
It makes my eyes red and
I black out right that second, oh trauma

Chorus-

Slitting my wrists I can't stop doing this
It makes me happy but I know I should quit
I'll face my problems now rather than ran away
Left alone by the god

Paranoid, nervium I don't feel that well
What if I drink all this pills in my bag
Will someone hold me back for doing this
Make me sure for this!

Flying to heaven I'm falling to hell
Playing the game that I'm going to lose
I did it all by myself, having this life
All my mental illness they going to end me

Paranoid, nervium I don't feel that well
What if I drink all this pills in my bag
Will someone hold me back for doing this
Make me sure for this!