Trauma

[Verse 1]
Smile and wave like everything's okay
It’s hard to say when this is all a game
With guilt and shame I'll never be the same
Give me something else to do 'cause I’m about to go insane
The "king of hearts", your favorite card to play
You win them all and break them in a day
It's all my fault with nothing left to gain
Take this stupid halo off so you can see through my charade

[Chorus]
Trauma, trauma, I think I'm dying inside
I don't want to be alive
Trauma, trauma, I think I hurt myself again
I don't know where to begin
Trauma, trauma, I think I'm dying inside
I don't want to be alive
Trauma, trauma, I think I hurt myself again
I don't know where to begin

[Verse 2]
You grip me tight, I told you let me go
And as I cried the scars begin to show
With all my rage I’m gonna take you down
To watch you beg and plead before I put you in the ground
Shut your mouth, don’t play it like we're cool
For my revenge I’ll break all of the rules
I hope you rot inside a shallow grave
This is all that you deserve, there is no need to give me praise

[Chorus]
Trauma, trauma I think I'm dying inside
I don't want to be alive
Trauma, trauma I think I hurt myself again
I don't know where to begin
Trauma, trauma I think I’m dying inside
I don't want to be alive
Trauma, trauma I think I hurt myself again
I don't know where to begin
I don't know where to be–

[Instrumental Bridge]

[Chorus]
Trauma, trauma I think I'm dying inside
I don't want to be alive
Trauma, trauma I think I hurt myself again
I don't know where to begin
Trauma, trauma I think I'm dying inside
I don't want to be alive
Trauma, trauma I think I hurt myself again
I don't know where to begin
I don't know where to begin