Trauma

We Ain't ever had shit
One bedroom apartment
Livin just to pay rent
Stackin up on card debt
Mom her life in regret
And her head is so set
In stone
I'm Growing up all alone
If it rings
Don't ever pick up the phone

Tense talks
Who's she?
Dad always been the type
Prone to cheat
Momma's hearts been bleeding
All the Secret keeping
My whole life been leading
Up

To the point they can't take it no more
Glasses shatter
Familiar patterns
Seen it before
Volume high
Ducking low
Little me all on the floor
All I wanted
Nothing more
Than to run out of that door

And soon you'll reap
What you've sown
Now you're grown
Know you're not not alone
Bet that you could make it
Out on your own
Out on your own now
You're out on your own now

Momma told me all these stories
Sayin this was all my fault
Only reason she with him
Cause of me she had to halt
Anything she ever wnted
Just to live to make me smile, salt
In my wounds

I told her never asked to be alive
So it's been a while since i
Felt okay
In my skin
The one that i was born within
Cause momma had to care of it
Thats my bad you fucking bitch

Sorry
Didn't mean to curse
But the pain you caused has been the worst
That I have seen
Until my teens
When romance came took over me
Abuse like this yeah I have seen
We see we do parents teach
What we will be
Unless we see
The light for ourselves
For their seeds
So we believe
Just what we see
If its hate you feed
You plant a dangerous seed
Of pain we keep

And soon you'll reap
What you've sown
Now you're grown
Know you're not not alone
Bet that you could make it
Out on your own
Out on your own now
You're out on your own now

And soon you'll reap
What you've sown
Now you're grown
Know you're not not alone
Bet that you could make it
Out on your own
Out on your own now
You're out on your own now