​trauma

I don’t even know who is real
All of you confuse me I don’t know how to feel
And I should know who is real
Guess that you can see I need to go and fucking heal
What’s the point of loving me then hitting me
At this point, you probably should get rid of me
I’m destroyed you cheated are you kidding me
In a void defeated please don’t pity me
From the first time to the last time go away now
I know you want me right back I can’t stay now
Tryna heal but you stabbed my back I’m afraid now
I can’t feel cuz trauma I’m trapped in my brain now

Fuck me over act like everything’s fine
Fuck me slower, scratch my nails on your spine
I’m becoming sober and it’s harder to find
Any fucking closure get the fuck out of my mind
Fucking took it all and then you stabbed me in the back
I’m so shook, I’ll fall into another fucking trap
Why are you obsessed with making me feel so damn bad?
Why are you obsessed with me you know you make me sad?

Yeah, yeah
I'm so fucked i’m pulling right apart like, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Cut a fuckin hole inside my heart like, yeah

I don’t even know who is real
All of you confuse me I don’t know how to feel
And I should know who is real
Guess that you can see I need to go and fucking heal
What’s the point of loving me then hitting me
At this point, you probably should get rid of me
I’m destroyed you cheated are you kidding me
In a void defeated please don’t pity me
From the first time to the last time go away now
I know you want me right back I can’t stay now
Tryna heal but you stabbed my back I’m afraid now
I can’t feel cuz trauma I’m trapped in my brain now