Trash

[Verse 1]
I cried in the Whole Food's
The cashier asked how she could help
Then I only cried more cause I'm trash, I can't handle myself
I dyed my hair white but just on one side
A desperate attempt to get out of my head
Enough to get drunk cause I'm scared to look dumb
Guess the joke is on me 'cause I'm anxious instead

[Chorus]
I feel 10 out of 10
Like 0% of the time it's a pipe dream
Thinking that I'll be a 10 out of 10
100% of my life
Should I be fine?
Feeling like trash all the time
Been feeling like trash all the time

[Verse 2]
I try to convince everyone that I'm such an adult
So I do grown up things
Go to work and I drink
But I'm not even fooling myself
Each disappointment, a straight knock out punch to the gut
Everything's pointless, been gone the world's longest rut

[Chorus]
I feel 10 out of 10
Like 0% of the time it's a pipe dream
Thinking that I'll be a 10 out of 10
100% of my life
Should I be fine?
Feeling like trash all the time
Been feeling like trash all the time

[Bridge]
What am I missing and why are we here?
Think things will be different like every year
I'm not even living I just persevere, yeah
I'm just consistently living in fear

[Chorus]
I feel 10 out of 10
Like 0% of the time it's a pipe dream
Thinking that I'll be a 10 out of 10
100% of my life
Should I be fine?
Feeling like trash all the time
Been feeling like trash all the time