Trapped Inside My Head (again)

[Chorus: Big Melancholy]
I'm looking up at the sky
I keep on asking myself "When will I go?"
I might be best on my own, I'm broke
I'm shookin' up, I know I
I don't have no one when I'm losing it all
I think I'll die all alone
I know (I know)
I know (I know)
I know, I know
Just let me die on my own
I'm broke (I'm broke)
I'm broken
Just let me try to get home

[Verse 2: 4Scythe]
Feel like I might be broken
Feel like I just misspoken
Feel like I'm trapped inside myself
I can't break out and leave this hell
I don't know what to tell myself
Tried all the steps and no one there
Can't keep myself
Higher than they say I feel
Damn, feel like it might just be the end
No [?]
But who's to say? I hate myself
Don't matter what you say, I did this for me
Too dead, I'll find this way and I can't see
What's trapped in my brains
So I'll just run away (I'll run away)
Feel like I might be hopeless
Feel like it's silent, joking
Feel like if I die today
I want you way just like the rain
Left with nothing other than pain
But I'm the only one to blame
So why do I even really care?

[Interlude: Big Melancholy]
(I'm trapped inside my head again)
(I need some medicine)
(Oh maybe better friends)
(I might be better dead)
Yes, look

[Chorus: Big Melancholy]
I'm looking up at the sky
I keep on asking myself "When will I go?"
I might be best on my own, I'm broke
I'm shookin' up I know I
I don't have no one when I'm losing it all
I think I'll die all alone
I know (I know)
I know (I know)
I know, I know
Just let me die on my own
I'm broke (I'm broke)
I'm broken
Just let me try be get home