Trapped by u

[Intro: Stewie & Brian]

Hey Brian?
Yea?
How come you have a gun?
I don't know
What do you mean you don't know? What about all that liberal crap you're always spewing about restricted gun regulations?
It's just weird you know? I mean, you're the last person anyone would expect to have a gun
That's why I keep it here where it's safe
That doesn't make any sense. Why have it if you're not gonna use it?
I keep it incase... I ever wanna commit suicide okay?
Wow... Oh... Oh my God... Y-You're serious? But why Brian?

[Verse 1: lovesiq]
Me and you
We never worked like where the hell should I begin?
Another night, another fight
I write a song 'bout you again

Peeping at the stars wishin' I could jus go fly with them
High up in the sky with my worries never botherin'

Can’t seem to find my peace
Jus' waiting for my life to end
I’ll inhale the smoke and blow my problems out into the wind

You’re saying that I’m worthless
But you can't begin to comprehend
The pain you cause inside my heart
You only cared bout you instead

Now I’m kicking back
Poppin pills without a single care
I wish you didn’t break my heart
Wish you showed me love instead

All I have now’s a broken heart and all of my regrets
You left me in the dark
You never called and you never text

I’m swimming in my tears
Trying not to drown again
Loves a dangerous game
And the go we had was bad attempt

You wanted a connection and i swear to God I gave you that
I guess you knew the real me
And the you I knew was jus' pretend

[Chorus: Drax]

This a dear one to me
I thought you were the one for me
But now the pain i have runs deep
Laying down all in a heap

Sobbing to myself but i dont make a sound
You made look just like a clown
I know that its all over now
Sober floating through the clouds

[Verse 2: Drax]

But everytime i drink i just see you and all the things you said
And Everytime i think back i get scared to give my heart again
Im waiting for the dm where you ask me if ill ride again
Probably won't come thru though cause the things you said were all pretend

Got these thoughts up in my head
Im just tryna go to bed
Insomnia is difficult not sure if i can sleep again
When we got to talkin i shoulda seen the fucking red
The man, the myth, the real shit
Its stuff like this we deal with
The ball was in your court
The cards were in your hand
My friends saw that i fought
I hope you understand
The shit that i have been through
Now you just look see through
But in the day you were the one and i still fucking miss you!

[Outro: Stewie & Brian]

You wouldn't understand, you're just a kid
I could try
I dunno. Sometimes it's... all too much
What is?
Life, everything, just having the gun here and knowing there's a way out... it helps