Trapdoor

Into the dark, see
I am always with you
Open the trapdoor
And dive into the mirror

Subtle lights transform
All you see is shadows
Self imposed solitude
Requesting no warmth
Throw a knife in the mirror
Reap all its pain

There's a heart there, behind the trapdoor
It's long gone now, I barely remember it
Pain is a tattoo, anonymously shaped
Like my longing, it is fleeting
Walking barefoot, on ice cold rocks
I'm isolated, and breathing stale air
Open wounds, search for saline
I'm no longer here, I'm no longer here