Trap Door

Woke up wiped the blood from my bloodshot Eyes
Wondered why
I should still stand here and try to try

Oh and kid you're not a dancer you're a cancer
That's been eating me alive
Now I wonder
If removed, may I move?
Baby, will this body survive?

In the middle of the night
She calls up to say that she's alright
Well, alright

You say you're feeling old
And boldly braving the cold
Living lonely to improve your life
But baby what if you're just weak
And way too willing to think twice?

Oh and the other grass is greener
And man I've gotten meaner
You said, “It wasn't meant to be this way”
That's what you're saying today
That and, “go away”

In the middle of the night
She calls up to say that she's alright
Well, alright

Something breaks inside me every time I breathe

I really hate this city and I wanna leave
Long to laugh about it but instead I grieve, oh no
Now I know now I know now I know
That there's no bottom below

When you're close to touching on the top
Then you'll find
A trapdoor
In every rock bottom