Traitor

[Intro]
(I love you 4LEN)
(Voyce)
(I love you 4LEN)

[Pre-Chorus]
Never chasing the rest of the riches
I'm the same mother fucker who did this
Wasting my time chasing more hoes and bitches
Fixed my [?] now I'm fucking [?] that commitment

[Chorus]
How long, how long
[?] lotto (Lotto)
Insecurities are hard to swallow (Swallow)
I'm just try'na make it to tomorrow (To tomorrow)
Every day I'm fighting all my demons, afraid
I don't even know how long this could take
Baby please just go, you know you don't have to wait
Baby girl I promise you that I'll be okay

[Verse 1]
Taking all the drugs I see, I ain't holding back
Big shinin' rocks on my wrist, they getting bigger
Dancin' like a mother fucker, dancin' like I'm getting richеr
Big twelve on my head, back [?]
I'm tirеd, every day I'm getting more tired
[?]
[?] getting tired
Take me back to the days where my feelings was dying
Dying, lights out, all I see is darkness, I can't get out
I'm fighting a constant battle in my head, I'm tapped out
I might end it all soon, I might end it all now

[Chorus]
How long, how long
[?] lotto (Lotto)
Insecurities are hard to swallow (Swallow)
I'm just try'na make it to tomorrow (To tomorrow)
Every day I'm fighting all my demons, afraid
I don't even know how long this could take
Baby please just go, you know you don't have to wait
Baby girl I promise you that I'll be okay

[Verse 2]
Waiting, yeah my ass should be waiting
For the day you come through and be patient
I always thought all girls were the same
But when I saw you yeah, my feelings they changed
Lied to, broken, I know you would never change
Get out, ghosted, I guess your feelings were fake
Feeling useless, take a bullet to the head
I don't know what happened, I think my feeling they dead
I'm too far gone inside my head
I wish they'd pronounce me clinically dead
Some nights always running straight through my head
I just miss all the times, used to lay in my bed

[Chorus]
How long, how long
[?] lotto (Lotto)
Insecurities are hard to swallow (Swallow)
I'm just try'na make it to tomorrow (To tomorrow)
Every day I'm fighting all my demons, afraid
I don't even know how long this could take
Baby please just go, you know you don't have to wait
Baby girl I promise you that I'll be okay