Trainwreck

[A-Wax]

I'm a wreck
Feeling so alone
Am I talking to myself or am I talking to my hammer? I don't know
Just feel so alone
Lost my sanity I don't know where to find it so I'm knockin' on your do'
But there's no one home
Gotta try another day I guess I'll go back to playing chess alone
When I lose I win
If I think that it could pay me I risk it drivin' me crazy
Is it cash? I’ma do it then
That's what got me in this mess, pick up my chopper off the dresser, cock it back
Aimin' in the mirror
I pray on them suckers so them suckers have no choice, they have to pray to God
Pray we disappear
I can't hang out with my partnas if I do someone will end up gettin' hurt
At least this is clear
My bitch doesn't understand how much work goes into movin' all this work

[Hook]

No one understands, how I really feel (How?)
Was just off a blunt, but now I'm on a pill
I'm like a trainwreck, trainwreck, trainwreck
Smokin' that Trainwreck, Trainwreck, Trainwreck
I'm all alone, it's only me
Just popped a pill, I’m smokin' weed
I'm just a trainwreck, you know it's me
Look at the trainwreck, it's plain to see

I'm just a trainwreck
Smoking on the same
Thinking no way can she want me all she wants is me to become someone else
Hopin' I'ma change
But I've been this way so long I’m not sure if wanna or I ever will
Take another pill
Put my heart back in my chest where it belong right on the left, roll up my sleeve
Show off all the tats
I done got so many of 'em on my body I can't get away with much
No more autographs
I can't tell my fans apart from all my enemies and don't know what to do
Hope it all will pass
Fill my cup back up and take another gulp, use it to wash down all the hope
Livin' out a dream
I can't help you live out yours, it ain't my fault that you've been sleepin' on yourself
I once did the same
Now I'm ballin' on them bitches, but isn't all I thought it would be

[Hook]