tragedy

[Part I]

[Intro]
Ah!

[Verse 1]
I can't sleep with the wounds you gave me
I don't know how you can look at yourself
The broken mirrors could never save me (Da-da-da, da-da-da)
From how it feels to neglect my own health (Da-da-da, da-da)
(You are having a heart attack)
Hang my head down, my body is shameful
I'll never be the boy they desire
My heart's decayed like a rotten petal
So please just show me your weapon and fire

[Bridge]
Decay
Turn me into a tragedy

[Verse 2]
I can't sleep with the wounds you gave me
The body's worthless, my heart is decayed
Since you left, nobody wants to touch me
My tragedy's like the characters you portray
I can't stand the sight of my reflection
The boy you killed stares me back in the face
The cursed coquette, the matryoshka perfection
They watched me change, turned me into a tragedy

[Breakdown]
(Turn me into—)

[Verse 3]
'Cause you love that my heart's not worth a thing
So I'll carve it out and let it sing
If you loved me right the same
As I did, know I know I wouldn't be me
I know that you don't want me to heal
So I'll stay your tragedy

[Part II]

[Verse]
I spend three days awake and I still won't have something to eat
I blow out the words that I always just wanted to hear
And I know I'm not pretty to look at, and it makes me feel guilty
So I'll do all the things for you, that nobody ever did for me
The beautiful boys from the games that you play
If I looked like a girl (If I were a girl), would you love me that way?
Would you love me even if I went insane?
I don't know how much longer I can keep up this charade
The dance that we do, and the games that we play
The cards you held close were that ones that you played
Is there nothing else for me to ever say?
Will we really live to see another day?