Toxic Relationship

You were always talking to other guys
Said he was just a friend bitch that's a lie
Everyday with you i kept getting high
Is this what being in love is like ?
I wanna get you back but just the old you
"i know you're more than friends" is what i told you
I'm sorry for the times it felt like i controlled you
I really thought you were the girl i would propose to
But we only lasted a month
Had thoughts of a wedding they don't mean anything
Cause you had to fuck this shit up
Blamed it on depression i know it was fake but i know just why we broke up
I wasn't enough
Now i'm feeling numb
You were thе reason i put liquor in my cup and woke up
In a motherfucking hospital
Why you gotta blamе me for all of the things i cannot control
I can't control all the tears let them drop and roll
Said you feel bad for what you did not possible
Don't know how i feel to the extent
I don't regret the times i called you a bitch
Wanna give you birkin but it wasn't worth it
I know i'm not perfect got flaws on a list (here it is)
I'm ugly as fuck
I know i'm not enough
And when you are around me it is not really fun
I'm always on drugs and i act like a dunce
Inside i care but i show ion give a fuck
Said you ain't move on i know it's a cap
Your friends talking shit on your snap
"you were too good for him" i wanna laugh
But i can't laugh cause i'm too fucking sad that's facts but

Ending:
I'm poison, you're poisoned
Yeah