I wrote this to summarize the feelings someone might have in a toxic relationship. The lyrics hint towards the character wanting to leave, but being to attached to this individual. It gets to the point where it’s torture and he fantasizes ways to retaliate that feeling.
[Intro]
Da da da da da da
Da da da da da da
[Verse 1]
You gave your heart to me but I never gave you mine
I guess this is what it feels like when you die inside
At least when I hurt I know I am still alive
But I'd rather be dead than to be right by your side
I wanted to leave but you would never let me go
I wanted to bleed but you would never let it flow
So there's a couple things that I'd like for you to know
I wanted to go and
Tie you to an anchor and then throw it off a boat
Wanna sharpen a knife and then I'll hold it to your throat
Tie you to balloons and thеn watch you go and float away
I'd do anything just to say
[Chorus]
What's gotten into me
I don't want anybody
To see this side of mе
I know I'm not happy
And now I'm gonna leave
I know that it is scary
I know that I'm a be
The man I wanna be
What's gotten into me
I don't want anybody
To see this side of me
I know I'm not happy
And now I'm gonna leave
I know that it is scary
I know that I'm a be
The man I wanna be
[Verse 2]
We were so young in love
(What's gotten into us)
And now I am on the run
(On the run from your lust)
No wonder why I'm so numb
(I'm so numb to your touch)
We were so young and dumb
No wonder we broke up
I wanted to leave but you'd never let me go
I wanted to bleed but you'd never let it flow
So there's a couple things that I'd like for you to know
I wanted to go and
Poison your glass and then I'll watch you when you choke
Lock you in the basement with a TV but with no remote
I'll leave you on read everyday until you go away
I'd do anything just to say
[Chorus]
What's gotten into me
I don't want anybody
To see this side of me
I know I'm not happy
And now I'm gonna leave
I know that it is scary
I know that I'm a be
The man I wanna be
What's gotten into me
I don't want anybody
To see this side of me
I know I'm not happy
And now I'm gonna leave
I know that it is scary
I know that I'm a be
The man I wanna be
[Verse 3]
We were so young in love
(What's gotten into us)
And now I am on the run
(On the run from your lust)
No wonder why I'm so numb
(I'm so numb to your touch)
We were so young and dumb
No wonder we broke up
I wanted to leave
I wanted bleed
There's a couple of things
I wanted you to leave
Toxic Love was written by Zachary Buresh.
Toxic Love was produced by Skgotthesauce.
Kid Vision released Toxic Love on Fri Apr 30 2021.