Toxic

[Chorus]
Think im toxic
Never realize when it is time to stop it
Feeling petrified when i am out in public
Sit in place maybe you would not be a nuisance
I ain't clueless nor was i truthless
Maybe sometimes im too real with myself
Tell myself who cares nobody even wants to help
No one fucking cares until youre hanging from a shelf
Sorry if im blunt im just learning to be myself

[Verse 1]
Didn't wanna die till now i guess i wanna see who cares and who won't
Wonder who is down for me now and when i drop whos getting what they hoped
Do not approach me im sick and im sweating
So used to forgetting i lose where my head is
Im sick of the begging im sick of expecting
I dont pray no more im surprised im accepting
I hope what im getting is not too upsetting
If heaven or hell id be better off resting
In blackness no conscious i guess ill be guessing
The rest of my life
Holy shit thats depressing

[Verse 2]
I dont wanna be here no more
Turn to ash fade to black im so tired of chasing this dream
I dont really think i care no more
Fuck the past fuck that little pussy bitch i used to call myself
Wear a mask hide myself from my mind
Fuck a crime wanna take all of the shit and go
You dont know and you won't no interviews or a show fuck you

[Chorus]
Think im toxic
Never realize when it is time to stop it
Feeling petrified when i am out in public
Sit in place maybe you would not be a nuisance
I ain't clueless nor was i truthless
Maybe sometimes im too real with myself
Tell myself who cares nobody even wants to help
No one fucking cares until youre hanging from a shelf
Sorry if im blunt im just learning to be myself

Think im toxic
Never realize when it is time to stop it
Feeling petrified when i am out in public
Sit in place maybe you would not be a nuisance
I ain't clueless nor was i truthless
Maybe sometimes im too real with myself
Tell myself who cares nobody even wants to help
No one fucking cares until youre hanging from a shelf
Sorry if im blunt im just learning to be myself

[Outro: Slowed Chorus]
Think im toxic
Never realize when it is time to stop it
Feeling petrified when i am out in public
Sit in place maybe you would not be a nuisance
I ain't clueless-s-s no-o-r was i truthle-e-ess-s-s