Totally Insane

This is for a South of Memphis mane growin up
Not a damn thang
Grew up in the house where the Lord's looking over me
The streets done got me crazy
I think I need some privacy
My brother kept it whippin till the age where he was ? soon
Not on no honeymoon
Now I'm nothing but an image of my mom through my folk's side
Mom kept it whippin till she died back in '79
93s about to go 94 is in the door
DJ Paul, Gangsta Blac, everybody hate it so
It's all about a come-up mane
Bustas can't be acting strange
See I dwell in SPV
Over here you cannot hang
Approach me with some anna G
You get dealt with easily
? with a couple lines
Kill you with my funky rhymes
Cuz you don't understand my pain
Come and jump up on this plane
Funky town
Funky town
Yeah I'm going insane
Totally Insane
I'm losing my fucking mind
Everyday when I grew up it was the same ho

Every day when I grew up my folks they told me
They didn't want no drug addicted child in the family
Getting high is a must
In funk yo I trust
I'm high till I die
So please excuse the fuss
The life of a crazy man
My family they don't understand
Only a young buck whos constantly getting stuck
Keeping me alive
My heartbeat is beating quick
And I am not used to this
? and family fights
This goes on every night
Used to talk lots of junk
Bout stabbing me in my back
Grandpa be kickin knowledge
About grants and goin to college
My household is losing grip
The 5-0 keeps making trips
Disrupting my whole block
This crazinezz got to stop
This is not home to me
This is not where I dwell
Gangsta is in the house
Gangsta is full of pain
Gangsta is out the house
Cuz Gangsta is insane
I'm losing my way of mind
My odds are ? bigger
I think that I'm ?
No dope is in my veins
My mind it just can't hang
?
I'm losing my way of speech
I'm talking a lot of slang
My thoughts they backtrack
My previous Gangsta years while sippin
I'm losing a lot of weight
A drug addict no I ain't
My momma she died clean
My father I have to thank
My patience I have none
Now Memphis don't want me
My cap is to the side
A war is bout to start
Cuz Gangsta is in the house
A product of South Park