Torn Up Freestyle

[Verse]
I been tryna think about the way I talk more
Doin' big lines like it's normal
I'm off a pill but I'll still get a pint and pour up
You said I only have one problem, now it's plural
We been doin' this for years, you don't gotta warn us
Went from happy to bein' sad, feel like I went into a portal
Pop another benzo, yeah, my brain is torn up
Couple pills, yeah, I bought them on the corner
Poppin' this shit everyday, just in hopes of feelin' warmer
But now I'm caught up, feelin' stressed out
Couple friends I know ain't dead but I still mourn 'em
Now I'm on my own I built this shit like it was mortar
I was goin' up but now I'm comin' down
And you got me so stressed, I feel like I'm in a sauna
And lowkey I feel better now they're not around
I know that you're sat at home alone feelin' awful