TORN / MY FALL

I don't even know what's real
I can't ever tell how I feel
My life been tore apart
I don't know how i feel

I don't even what's real
Idk how to feel
Idk how to love
Tell me your love been real

Ion't even wanna live
Didn't wanna break your heart
Look at my thighs these scars
Thought it wouldn't go this far

I could never run from you
You're the only one that's true
U don't even have no clue
My true love that's you

Seen a figure in my reflection
He gave me a certain message
If I didn't keep on going
He promised the resurrection
I wanted to seal the message
Instead of the deal I vanished
I woke up inside a desert
I'm dying send paramedics
I didn't want recollection
I just wanted you to love
Me for just who I was
Instead u just left for lust